Sometimes I just love myself

January 9, 2009 at 11:43 pm (Uncategorized)

It seems like the older I get the more I understand who I am and how the world is. To me this means a lot.

I used to get depressed for certain aspects of my personality. Now I just see that this is how I am, and I have no problem with that. Of course, I must learn to learn how to integrate myself in this world, but that is an easier task – at least on a psychological level, because it was awful to hate myself.

It’s even hard to explain. I don’t know what the future might bring, and I know that it might not be something great because I realize that I am not well adapted for this world. But somehow, at a deep level, I love who I am. I love who I am, I like myself more than I like most other people. I might not like this world, but I like who I am.

Of course this happens mostly at night, when I have no work to do :D.


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