so what?

January 9, 2009 at 10:17 am (Uncategorized)

I wonder if I am depressed or not.

I don’t care about anything. I lack motivation. I feel that everything is worthless. But I don’t feel depressed. The only thing that scares me is “what if my state will not change?, i have been like this to often recently.”

I feel that my only change is to live through someone else. Really. I need someone who is motivated. I need to love someone. The good part is that I am about to fall in love with this girls that I have been seeing the last few weeks. Who knows?

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2 Comments

  1. listermin said,

    I tried to do the same with a girl, but she didn’t return my feelings and I’m often suicidal because of it. INFP here as well, if you couldn’t guess.

  2. Jason Ironstone said,

    It would be best to be independent… So that you can give to the one you love. Perhaps you need to learn to love yourself more first?

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